Tomorrow starts a bit of a new chapter. I have been extremely blessed to enjoy and spend time with Ariy during my Maternity leave. It has been about 4 months since I have worked. That is just crazy! I have really loved my time at home and have undoubtatly faced this transition with a little fear. I actually woke up, wide awake a couple nights ago with a list of all my crazy fears in going back to work. They might surprise you.
- Do they really think I can still do my job? I kind of feel like I should be re-interviewed. This just seems crazy.
- How many majors does George Fox have? How many students does George Fox have? Recent questions people have asked that I seriously had to stop and think about.
- How do a query something? How do I change my voicemail?
- Dress pants? What? Will I be able to get them buttoned? Where are they?
- Do I have shoes that fit my feet anymore? Is being barefoot an option?
- If people didn't notice the "Stacey" bags under my eyes before I'm sure they will notice them now. Make-up lesson on how to cover these bad boys up?
- Maybe TMI (does that mean too much information? shoot, I'm not even cool anymore) but what if I forget to wear nursing pads during a presentation?
- On a more serious note, will Ariy forget who I am? Will I miss important milestones? Will Rick get tired for recording every single moment of the day for me? Will he return all my 100's of texts I will be sending (while simultaneously getting ALL my work done)?
So, I guess I am a bit nervous. I think it is safe to say out loud, if circumstances were different, I would choose to stay home with my little boy. I love my time with him and want to be a part of his young and constantly changing and growing life. However, at this time in our life, we are thankful for this job. And, if I had to go back to any job, it would be this one. I have been blessed with probably the best office anyone could ever have. Everyone I work with is a superstar and I don't doubt I will be supported, encouraged, distracted (in a good way), challenged and entertained every day. This will certainly help this daunting transition.